What kind of specie are you? Are you human? As far as I know, humans have feelings and do not inflict sufferings to his kind. But as I see it, I am wondering what are you? I had considered you as one of my friends (not just acquaintances) in its real and strict sense. I even trusted you some secrets no one I have ever discussed of.
Same thing that you entrusted your most private secrets with me. I show concern to you and your love ones. As far as I know, I had loved you as much as you love me. My feelings for you were not and are (still) not superficial. I considered you as part of my being. I treated you (sorry for my siblings for stating this) more than a younger sister. I treasured it much as I treasure my family.
But in a snap, boom! All is gone. But what have I gained from you in return? Betrayal! It was unexpected action from you. Even in my wildest dreams did I imagine you can afford to do this to our relationship. I was hoping it was a wise moved on your part when I had done wrong, you will approach and discoursed it with me.
If someone has told you something I had done wrongly, you will talk it over with me because that’s how I treated you and it was somehow, was I expecting from you. Evilest of all, you work hand in hand with one of your evil friends to burn the bridge. You did not just turn your back on me but backstabbed me.
Cruel, right? With this, I do not have any choice other than to accept what is happening and try to calm myself. I do not regret whatever relationship we had and whatever feelings I had for you. I try to console myself that betrayal comes from people you love. There’s no betrayal coming from enemies.
I just regret that you had yourself swayed from idle-gossiping. All I feel for you now is sorry. You gave in yourself to the vultures. I wanted to talk to you but was afraid the vultures have eaten up your whole being now. You refused even to look at me so I think how much more if I approach and try to talk to you? I want to save whatever we have started but I felt you had it called quits casually.
For now, what I want to say to you and remind you is that please do not be an instrument for the sufferings of other sentient. Do not connive or at least think over what the vultures are trying to do to you. As we had previously discussed, leave positive imprints on your mind and try to think that to be responsible for the pain and destruction of other human beings is to be more like an evil force.
Please make this life worthwhile not something destructive if you want peace for yourself. Time will come that you will reap what you sow. It is a universal law, dear. So a painful goodbye to you and praying that may you rethink your position for there is always time to restart for your future relationship with mankind.