I wonder how are you feeling today after nine months of going wild chasing a slut to the extent of wrecking your established family? Abandoning your own blood and flesh child in exchange of parenting your slut’s child with another man? Insulting and degrading your own wife? Planning your future life with that slut? I am just wondering what you are thinking to this date. Until now, I don’t know what triggered you to change your mind. You had said you loved your slut very much that you gave up your family just to be with her every moment but you changed your mind as fast as you gave up own family. You haven’t discussed this anymore when, during those times you were madly running after her and didn’t even consider how you hurt your family’s feelings, she was your favorite topic. You always expressed how much you wanted to be with her all the time. How much you needed her. Even expressed how much you loved her. You were always saying that your mistress was good-natured and came from a decent family. Studied from an exclusive school. An intelligent woman and so on.. All praises for her.
Hence, I don’t understand why you dropped her.
You came back without any explanation. You wanted us to accept you unconditionally. You wanted us to live a life as if nothing happened.
You are so inconsiderate. I can’t find any reason as to why you are acting this way. You know very well that you owe us an explanation. You won’t permit us whenever we are bringing up the issue. You always said it is over so there’s no reason to talk over it anymore and you always flare. Can’t you realize how far the damage and frustration and pain you had caused us? Is it really hard for you to understand how are we feeling during those times you intentionally dumped us as garbage so that’s how you feel that you don’t owe any explanation? All we wanted is your explanation as to why. Nothing more nothing less.
I hope that soon, you will understand or at least try to understand our emotional state and state of mind. It is hard for us to move on unless thorough explanations are made. It is hard for us to live a life as if nothing happened, for, however we think about it, there was. And there is that fear that the same will happen all over again.