Remembering how deceitfulness has broken you into pieces is not that easy to forget and hardly put one to sleep. However effort you would exert closing your eyes and shutting off your mind.
Ever wonder why a person has to throw you out of his life without any reason? Getting into an illicit affair with another woman? Planning to leave you the soonest possible time? Fathering the child of his mistress and setting aside his own daughter? Using and spending your money for their goodtime and enjoyment of their overflowing lust? Spend all his time with his mistress and his son? Even endangering his daughter’s life because his mistress wanted his child to be eliminated so as to have him all by herself and so that he will not consider of going back to his family because the child is the only link for him and his wife? He is so busy and actively planning the life he will offer to his mistress and her child so he doesn’t consider nor contemplate of what he is doing and how he is shattering his own family. And behind all these, he’s trying to deceive you by acting that all is perfectly going on.(For one to stomach these acts, you must possess at least all of the devil’s character)
All the lies there is in this world have been applied to you just to mislead you. It is a direct betrayal and insult, isn’t it? It is not just slapping and killing you secretly but directly…
But as an old saying goes, truth prevails. True to this, you will by chance or by accident find out his wrong-doings. There is what we call a woman’s intuition. This intuition can sense people’s acts which is infidelity or immorality.
When the time came you discover, he thinks he still have the power and starts yelling at you. Accusing that it’s your entire fault because you have loved him that much? Cared for him that much? That he tried to look for another life which he cannot experience with you? That he doesn’t care and love you anymore? That he doesn’t want you to grow old with you anymore? That he’s burnt out living with you around? That he’s tired with the family he once dreamt and wished of?
At this point, he’ll offer you a friendly relation and to just let him go. He’ll leave you and your child. He will live with his mistress and her mistress’ child and live as one happy family. As simple as that. No apologies. No explanation. No whats. No hows. No whatsoever.
You can reason to him that it’s not that easy. His child is so attached to him. What will happen and how will you explain this sudden change to his child. Of course, how about your feelings? How about your dignity as a woman? Perhaps, even if all the whys, all the hows, all the whats in this world will be explained to him, will only prove inutile. He has nothing in mind but his lusts and plans for his mistress. He has gone that far preparing, planning and shaping his life together with her mistress.
What else can you do? A big SURRENDER! You have to give up because he’s not worth it anyway. It’s not the kind of life you wanted to have. You don’t dream living miserably with someone with this kind of brain function. You can’t live around with a person with a shameful and despicable disposition in life. Best thing to do is to get out of hell!