For the nth, you’ve done what is damaging in a relationship. For the nth time, you’ve done the same mistake. For the nth time, conflict between us has been settled. Just how many times we’ll be confronting situations like this? Just how many times will you make mistakes before you come to a realization that you are not only destroying a family you had put all your best shots just to institute a family but also inflict pain and sufferings to them as well? Just how many would you like to make muddle up the same mistakes over and over?
Mistakes are nature’s law of life. Alright. But do not use this as your license to always make mistakes. Mistakes are meant to teach someone a lesson. Mistakes are meant to be corrected to make you polished. To make someone improve his outlooks in life.
Repeatedly making mistakes is not an excuse particularly when it is the same in nature. Categorically speaking, when someone keeps on making the same mistake repetitively, it cannot be characterized as a mistake anymore. When the same reason applies to your wrong doings, to my mind, it cannot be classified as a mistake. It is an intentional act now. Intentionally, you want to hurt people. To my mind, you now desire to mete out sorrow, pain and sufferings to other human being. You are inconsiderate of other people’s feelings.
You have a problem within yourself the very reason why you inflict these negative emotions to other flesh-and-blood creatures aside from you. You are living in this world selfishly, arrogant, greed and shameless. You are not supposed to be like this way. We are here, given a life, given the chance to enjoy this journey, to share kindness and love to everyone especially to our self. If you don’t love yourself then you can’t love anyone. If selfishness is within you, then it is hard to practice unselfishness. Remember what John 3:15 said? That “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” If this is so, you should memorize this and always put it in your head every time temptations to inflict negative emotions come to you. You should be conscious of this. It is not that difficult. This is easier to internalize and apply in our daily lives if only you put this into practice within yourself first.
If God has given His own Son to save us, then why can’t we? We are just His creations and we should always remind our self to this. In every action we make, we should not forget why we are here and who gave us the right to be here.
At any rate, it is lighter to travel this journey if only you realize to be mindful and respect the right of others to be happy too. Your crossing to this tour until your last breath will be serene. You will experience peace and complete freedom from strife.