Tonight, while talking to my sister through private messaging, clouds of doubt on my mind has somehow cleared up. The talked has gone along way. First, it was just a simple hi and hello. But as we went along with the conversation, talked has become serious that we were not even aware of it.
We suddenly both opened up our inner selves and how life has been difficult for us. This sister of mine has been living thousands of miles away from me and her family as well. She told me how she had coped up with the problems she had encountered being away with her family. I realized how she misses her siblings here and all the occasions we had. How life has treated her there. Much as she had opened hers, I also opened up my own hardships here. It was not that easy, I told her of my ordeal on life’s offerings to me the same thing that it was not that easy too to handle things all by herself, too.
It was a great feeling that we’ve talked. We hadn’t had that kind of talk for years now. It is one problem siblings have to deal with due to distance. Sometimes, we assume all is going well because none of us is talking about problems because both sides is shunning the topic thinking that it will just give if not add up to one’s burdens. Little did we realized that from time to time, serious conversations can ease one’s inconvenience or whatever we can call that which everyone of us is inevitably going-through.
The conversation has answered my confused mind somehow. It has lightened up my boggling mind. Categorically speaking, my sister was not aware how I was feeling while chatting with her because she can’t see my reactions. She had said powerful words which made me light and made me to think that it was disgraceful of me to let myself went through with matters and issues which can be solved or given a solution that easy.I am going to have a good sleep now knowing that tomorrow the sun will be pouring its sheen again on me on its mightiest.